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Iv'e been in new situations similar to kesslers before. Ironically enough here at Columbia. When I first started I was completely unaware of all the things I was able to do because I was living downtown. I would lock myself up and just get nervous at the thought of going out with all the people, traffic, and magnificent layout in Chicago. It was weird because i'm originally from a suburb here but I had never experienced true life in the city. Every objective struck me as a huge hassle. Going out was shittty cause i'd have to wait for the elevator, walk to the train, train would be busy so I would stand, and then walk finally to where ever I was trying to go. Then once i'd get there i'd think; now I have to do that all over again. It was a real adjustment getting used to living downtown. I came to realize that patience is so important when living here. You will find yourself waiting or stuck but you cannot loose your cool! Just enjoy yourself. Enjoy the experience you're given. This is Chicago, the greatest city in America. You won't be getting any younger and in that sense it kind of helps you grow and adapt. Now I love it here, i'm rarely going back home to the suburbs. Instead of locking myself up in agony of an anxious journey, I am confident and outgoing. I've become ready for whatever journey awaits. It makes me so happy to wake up and see the large stark buildings every morning.